A few weeks ago I met my first husband after not seeing one another for at least a quarter of a century. When we last saw one another it was not on the friendliest of terms. We had both been very young when we married in an elaborate ceremony in Japan. I had been living in Tokyo since I was 19 and met Mr. X when I was 20. Needless to say, Mr. X is Japanese. I was 21 and he was 26 when we decided to tie the cross-cultural knot. Both of us came from dysfunctional families. He had no father and was raised by relatives who were not too pleased to be doing so while his mother worked. I hailed from a dictatorial father with a hysterical mother who couldn’t control her emotions.

We met and danced around our initial curiosity like two cats seeking a spot to nuzzle in. Sitting face to face felt like I’d lived not one but many lifetimes. It felt that way because of the transformation(s) I have undergone over the years. I was at a point where I could hardly recognize the person I was when I lived with Mr. X. According to his recollections we had a very excitable, temperamental relationship where both of us angered easily and intense flare ups were not uncommon. I remembered him betraying me with another woman. Perhaps it was several women? And that my knowledge of his philandering tortured me so, that I considered ending my life. I did try to escape this earthly existence by downing a potent bottle of sleeping pills. Alas, it wasn’t my time to transmute to other realms. I survived the ordeal and our union dissolved shortly thereafter in a mess of tears and vitriolic back stabbing actions.

We can never see past the choices we don’t understand. That is why we go through our life sometimes blindfolded and deaf to our inner voice. At other times we are fearless and brave. Once we see that our fears are wrapped up in past events and feelings, we can begin to shed them. At the time of disengagement from Mr. X, in my early twenties, it wasn’t possible for me to get past my own suffering. I remember it taking at least four years for me to convert my pain and sorrow into another form. I won’t say acceptance because I couldn’t accept what had happened to me. I felt entitled you see. Nor could I forgive Mr. X for his actions. I carried the deep pit of rage inside my womb which transfigured me. I went from being the romantic idealist: a trusting, giving woman who devoted her life to love and loving those she chose to commit to, to an empty shell of a girl who mistrusted any bonds of unity with the opposite sex. My heart was hollowed. It felt as if my heart died and what was left of me was a shadow figure who was animated by remote control.

Hard wiring of the neural pathways had to be reprogrammed. NLP was deployed so I could allow my brain to feel tenderness. I needed to retrain in loving myself. Rather, I needed basic training in accepting myself for who I am. Like so many of us, I guess I never really had the understanding that I was the driver of my happiness. That a good self-image comes from releasing the  parental influences and environmental sabotage we engender ourselves to without a thought. Through phases of peeling off layers of emotional damage, over more than a decade, I have returned home. My home is that place where the girl in me dances and accepts love. She gives love from her pure heart and yet does not rely on anyone else to fulfill her life. This is the magnificent difference. No longer the romantic idealist waiting for someone else to manifest her dreams, she is a woman, a grown woman who can love herself.

By meeting Mr. X I was astonished to recognize what had attracted me in the first place and how far I have traveled since then. By asking his forgiveness for acts that I committed, acts I could not even conceive of nowadays I felt humbled. In granting him forgiveness for the emotional crimes I perceived he traumatized me with, I freed my soul. And his.  It was a liberating feeling for both of us. A completion, a circle.

Invigorating. Inspiring. Life changing. That’s what it felt like to be life activated.

My DNA life activation helped me to collaborate with myself in ways that had eluded me earlier. I was no longer sabotaging what was good for me and right for my soul development. I had greater mental clarity and a sense of my life purpose. I was able to verbalize it and then even better, take immediate action without any filter of doubt, hesitation, negativity, uncertainty or questioning. I felt as if I had come “home”. Home to my own heart.

How does it work you may ask? What the …. is it anyway? It’s a form of etheric surgery. It’s the new medicine of the ancient world brought back to this particular era.  The 22 strands of DNA (there are 24 strands or 12 receptor sites in all however the Life Activation works with only 11 of these sites as the 12th is reserved for another healing modality entitled Adam Kadmon. More on that later), are located from the base of the skull to the middle region of the back. These centers contain the coding, embedded in our cell memory, of everything we have ever experienced, thought, felt and expressed — past, present and future. With a crystal wand, I enter these precious spots and add light, where needed, which is channeled from Source. This powerful light radiates a client’s internal being. People are known to have their friends and families walk up to them and exclaim, “what’s happened to you, you look shiny.” Or “…. you appear younger or happier, what kind of drug did you take?”.

Similar to a natal chart, the 11 receptors have values and attributes. After these sites are filled with light I do a DNA reading. The reading is a unique roadmap of what that individual holds inside themselves. Sometimes the reading comes as a great surprise and at other times client’s nod their heads with an inner knowing. It’s like something familiar that wasn’t yet spoken. I have found that children who receive their readings are enchanted. One of my clients, a 9 year old girl told me, “I remember that lady in the school. She didn’t like kids, that’s why she was mean” when I read about her experience at 2 years old prior to her adoption.

Let me rewind here. The DNA Life Activation and the reading are part of a total procedure which lasts around one hour. These two parts come at the end of the session. Prior to that there is a protocol of total body energy work on three levels: etheric, auric and magnetic. This procedure involves detecting sore & uneven spots, clearing, smoothing and healing the energy so it flows optimally. Flowing the energy promotes good health and wholeness.

 I’ve been taking antimony religiously since I had a tune-up life activation in March. I find it challenging to describe to clients, some of whom are very linear and mental, who need a description like the ones inside prescriptions written by a medical doctor. Some want to understand the exact properties and contents of the stuff and ask directly, “what’s it made of?” and I cannot answer. That is a little frustrating. I have other essences derived from plants, flowers and herbs created by friends in the Light Working field. They freely offer the contents, just like on most food labels. It’s not as if someone is going to mass produce the essences that are now hand-made in Toronto at the Modern Mystery School, is it? I highly doubt it. So I’ll put it out there: if anyone can shed light on what the contents are please do let me know so I can give something concrete to clients.

Many clients haven’t used it at all because it wasn’t available. Others, like my son have taken the evening drops without the morning drops because we ran out. Did it make a difference? I don’t know. Most people are not able to even say if they feel anything at all. I know for myself that for two weeks that I went without the drops I was a bit off balance. There were many other conditions contributing to that state of mind. However the placebo effect could also be at work here.

In the very elemental materialistic dimension of New York City I’d like my future clients to rest assured that the alchemically made properties of the Crystalis are real. So anyone who can shed light on this topic please feel free to write me with your experiences and knowledge of the properties.

With Light and Love,

Elise

Hello Lovely People,

My head has been spinning from the world wind trip I’ve begun a few months ago. The spin is called an energy headache. It comes and goes. In January of this year I had my first ever Life Activation. Being an experimentalist in matters of mystical belief systems and esoteric knowledge I said yes to my friend Joan who suggested I take a session. I had no clue what it was. When I called the practitioner and asked him to explain it he said in a nutshell that I’d be able to hold a lot more light and love in my body, I’d have more focus and energy in my work and life, I’d use more of my brain because hey, we’re only using around 10% of our brains. He also said that whatever I truly wanted would come to fruition with greater speed.

This sounded awesome! Almost too good to believe however I was pretty desperate. My husband and I had been having a rough time together since we moved to the States in the summer of 09. By December of same year he was emotionally blanko and had taken up residence (emotionally) somewhere far away. Although I wasn’t happy in my heart, I still put on the Mrs. Bob the Builder hardhat in the hopes of fixing our 12 year union. Not for the sake of our son alone, for the sake of well, Love. My true belief is that love is love and never dies. I try to live by my ideals and that’s okay. However when living by one’s ideals involves another human being the tricky part is matching those ideals so that you’re both on the same track heading in the same direction. That was not the case. My partner had other intentions.

Before January I had grieved over the loss of our union for days. We tried alternative therapies. I gave the relationship my full heart in the hopes of an eventual reconciliation. Towards the end of January,  he tells me he’s leaving me for someone else. I had just done the Life Activation some days earlier and felt reenergized. It was as if the energy overrode the sorrow, not entirely but the volume overpowered the sadness. It felt like a light warrior winning over a dark knight in battle.

When he dropped that bomb I stayed calm as the tears rolled down my cheeks. The very next day I went out and bought him two dozen of the most expensive white roses I could find. I attached a note: I’m sorry it took so long for us to to travel this far apart. I wish you love on your journey further. Love Elise. Three weeks after this pronouncement he moved out.

Fast forward to June. I was so bowled over by the results of my Life Activation session that I decided to study how to do this. In April I became a certified Life Activation practitioner. I’ve started my own practice called Shift Happens and now I’m putting the finishing touches on my website. So that’s the short version of what’s transpired. I feel like I’m walking a new life inside a new physical body, mind and heart. It’s the best thing that ever happened to me (next to giving birth to my wonderful crystal son Florian). Thank you all for visiting. Keep coming back for updates, stories, news and events.

If you would like to share any life changing event please feel free to contact me.

With Light and Love,

Elise Krentzel